Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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8:41 pm - long time
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ummmmm..... where to start well me and alex have now been going out for a year and three months. we are doing really well. i am cheer captain this year and that about all thats change, other than i'm super dupper cool now!
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Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
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9:14 pm
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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
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10:50 pm - 3 months
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yesterday was mine and my boyfriends third month together. that was fun. he picked me up from practice, we went to his house, hung out, then came back to my house, downloaded music, got a lecture, and i think thats it. i sang a few songs to him. that was great. today i went to his house and we hung out there. he gave me a drum lesson, which i thought was really good. i think i'm almost pro at that shit. tomarrow i don't know what i'm doing yet but i know i'm having a little familey dinner. oh man i broke my sewing machine today. i'm mad. i have a lifetime warrenty on it. this whole week has been hell week for the cheerleaders. it's so much crap. i hate it.
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Monday, August 23rd, 2004
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8:19 pm - geeeee wizzzzzz
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you know what? i love my boyfriend!!!!!!!!! i really do! he just left my casa. things are going terrific. could not be better. had our downs this month but it doing great. this weekend was okay. friday went to hardcore night, saturday i had a car wash for the cheerleaders, and then sunday my boyfriend came ova. today was okay. went to the mall with the homie breanna, then got picked up by my boyfriend, went and droped off his friend in all the way butt fuck africa, and got some pizza and watched will and grace. that was great. i love being with my boyfriend. it's great.
current mood:  bouncy
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Monday, August 2nd, 2004
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8:24 pm - kick boxing
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just came back from kick boxing. that was awsome. the instructor wants me to fight. this is the third time he asks. i don't know if i want to. i need to lose 5 pounds in three weeks in order to do it. i can do that but i'm not ready to fight. geezzz louizzzz! this weekend was great. i went to city walk friday and then to six flags on saterday. that was great. good stuff. i went with a few of the cheerleaders. they are hillariouse. they crack me up. cheerleading is becomming a drag. it takes up so much time. i can't anything during the week. i don't have time for anything else. i need some time off thats why i'm going to baja mexico in two weeks. that should be great. i'm going with the familey and the boyfriend. i can't wait!!!! i love my boyfriend. he's great. some girls calling hm and talking to him online. it's pissing me off. wtf. i guess it cause my boyfriends so hottt!!!!!!!!!! i can't blame the bitch. who could resist that sexy piece of ass. and it's all mine. well i need a shower. the boyfriends been complaining about the stinky.....
current mood: cheerful
current music: c-a-l-l a-t-t- commercial
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Friday, July 30th, 2004
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11:07 am - damn homies
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today and tomarrow will be good. i'm going to city walk today with the homies briana, roxy, and darlin. tomarrow i'm going to six flags with the homie briana. i miss my alex!!!!!!!!!! he's been gone since thursday. i miss him so much. he'll be back on the first and you all know what that is. our two months!!!!!! yay! it seems like forever though. ( in a good way) we are going to do our monthly rutine and ganna go take pictures again. he's taking me out to dinner and a movie. that should be great! well gots to go!
current mood: energetic
current music: coheed and cambria-i am the killer
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Sunday, July 25th, 2004
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10:09 am - geeeezzzz luizzzzz
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good weekend so far. yesterday i woke up at 7:00 and went to alex's sisters swim thing-a-mabob. then we went back to alex's casa and took a nap. then we waych t.v. after being farted on alex went totake a shower and got ready to go out to dinner. alex took me out to dinner. it was so cute. just the two of us. it was nice. we went to islands. it was real cute. we ate and then he drove me home where i got bitched at by my mom for i don't know what. today i don't know whats going on but i know i'm going to church and then i might go to the mall or something. shouuld be fun because it'll be with my babe.
current mood:  awake
current music: tsunami bomb- swimming through molasses
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Friday, July 23rd, 2004
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4:08 pm - another day
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today was a good day so far. got picked up by my papie chulo. oh man and we got mcdonalds breakfest yea yea!!!! then i went to practice and did some stunting. i did a bunch of one man stunts and then craddled a few girls. that was fun. then i got droped off by my coach. i took a good shower cause damn i smelled. thats all i've done. tonite i wanna go to the mosiac and see diaries of sorrow(sp). i dono if i'll go. if not i wanna go to city walk. thats always fun. mabey my boyfriend will come along. i hope he does but i dono because he's a busy man now with his license and everyhting. he might be kickin it with his g'ed out brother.
current mood:  calm
current music: elvis
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Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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7:09 pm - long time since i update
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life has been great. i found my soul mate. i'm sure he's the one for me! alex alex alex and only alex!!!!!!! today was a good day i guess. had cheer practice went to eat with my coach and then came home and talked to my papie chulo! i haven't seen him in two days. that sucks. i'll see him tomarrow and tonite i think. i hope! when i don't see him i feel incomplete. damn i am sprung! it's okay i have no embarassment. well i don't feel too well right now so i'll update tomarrow. foshizzle!
current mood:  anxious
current music: cheer music
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Saturday, May 29th, 2004
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1:45 pm - good weekend i hope
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yesterday was good. went to a show with the emo's. good bands. normal like you and over it and section 8 and sunset fictions and some other ones i can't think of. today another show or movies. not sure yet
current mood: chipper
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Thursday, May 20th, 2004
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5:47 pm - god damn
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i got dumped again you guys. it doesn't hurt as much the secound time. guess what. i'm single! uuuggggghhhhhh.... i don't know if thats a good thing or not. whatever. i am so very happy lately. you know why. because charlie and i are talking now. we hadn't talked for a while till testing started and now it's like wabam! he makes me laugh so hard. hey remember that time i cried at the tallent show you guys? you wanna know why? because the song that teacher sang, always and forever, was mine and charlies song. that made me very sad. and the person i called during the song was charlie. he said he never got that or something. i dono. hey this saturday i wanna go to city walk. i wanna go surprise charlie. he works at universal. that should be fun. this week was boring. nothing really happen. i wanna do something fun this weekend i just don't know what. i say alondra today. she was like jessica and i was like alondra and thats it. that was funny. today i think was the best day of the week for me. i don't know why it just feels good. oh man some guys wanna beat up alex because he ware "pink" thats crape they wannna beat him up because he's going out with amanda. he finally got an okay looking girl friend. it's about freaken time. all of them are usually really ugly, or they're hicks. yuck!
current mood: happy
current music: some song anel was playing in the car
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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
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2:35 pm - testing
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today was testing once again. soooo figgen gay. we did math. more than half of it was all new to me. it was so gay. today i was real happy about everything. i don't know why. it all started in the morning. i don't know why. i've been a real jolly person. i had fun at our brake or lunch or whatever it is. had a nice conversation with my friends, then had a nice conversation with my good ol' friend raul. that dumb fagget. all he does is talk shit. whatever though. today in the morning duck came to the p.e office with me to get some tampons. it was so funny. he smelling them. he asked me how they feel and if they give any pleasure. he's so funny. we had a talk. it was nice. you know what. i love christina and lauren. they always comment in my journal. they're such sweetie pies. if you don't know who they are, you should find out and have a conversation with them and you will too see what great people they are.
current mood: cheerful
current music: d12- my band
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Monday, May 10th, 2004
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6:22 pm - happy days
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i need to go on a diet. i'm getting so fat now. thats okay. i went to the beach saturday. that was so much fun. all these guys came up to me. that was funny. i'm going bach this weekend. anyone wanna come. girls only. sorry guys. we are going to venice. it's the best. i love it. i bought new sun glasses. extremly cute. i love them. today was a good day. i talked to someone i haven't talked to in a while and it made me very happy. i told thid person that i missed her/him and it seemed like he/she could care less. thats the only bad part about us talking. it's fine though. as long as he/she knows that i miss him/her. oh man today we tested. that was so gay. we got out at 12:28. thats the good thing about testing. i went to britt's house and horse back ridding. that was fun. i'm like all pro and shit now. you guys should see me. i'm having me some cherries right now. they are ummm, ummm, good. prom was the weekend. i was invited to so many after party's but i was like no. i don't wanna do the wronge things again. i get out of control with alcohol. some of you have seen that. it's terrible. today was chilly. i was in a spaggety strap thinking it was ganna be all hot. it's suppose to cool down some more tomarrow. kyle drove me home today. that was fun. he's so funny. that about wraps it up. i'm out hommies!
current mood: chipper
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Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
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5:36 pm - can you say BITCH!!!!
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omg i'm the biggest bitch i know. i was sooo mean and crule to someone that i truely care for and i'm really, really, sorry! well, today was a better day. sooooo.... i woke up and strieghtned my hair. then i did my make up while my father drove monica and i. that was impossible because of how fast he drives. i must of poked my eye like 20 times. then i got to school and this one greaser guy sal came upto me and he's like hi, i'm sal. and i was like uuggghhh... i'm jessica. that was wierd. ok so the i went to first. BORING!!!!. AS ALWAYS. then went to first which was BORING as well. then i went to lunch. nutrition, whatever it is and went to burn in the sun. darian accompanied me. thank you. then i walked darian to class. then i stopped by raul's class and chatted a bit with him. then i was like 20 min.s late to 3rd, but that was okay. there was a sub. i finished the student life pages. and then i wrote my good friend a letter. the i went to chat a bit more with raul after school and then ran after my ride after school. that was pretty much my day. oh yea after school i went to the market with my mother and ran into my friend anthony. after that i came home and ate like a pig. after that i gave myself a manicure while talking to my very good friend shan. now i am updating my journal, all to make darian happy.
oh man friday was the talent show. that was great. one of the teachers made me cry. he sung that song by heatwave always and forever. i tried keeping it in but i just couldn't. that was so bad.
current mood: calm
current music: amanda show theme song
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Thursday, April 29th, 2004
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8:42 pm - got some jokes
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Q:why does snoop dogg carry an umbrella?
A:for drizzle
Q:what did 50 cents grama ask 50 cent when he was nitting
A: gee you nit?
current mood: dorky
current music: we are 3 1
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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
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2:15 pm - i love my darian
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life is good. today was an okay day. practice was canceled. my best of friends britain had a bad day. i love you britt!!!!!!!!!! you know what i think, i think darian is the cutest,hottest, most adorable thing on two legs. the cutest thing on three legs is my doggy coco and the cutest thing on four legs is my other doggy shack.hahahahah... my dog has three legs. darian was laughting at him the other day. doesn't that suck? that damn darian. did you guys see the pictures i posted of him. isn't he the cutest? and he's all mine! all mine!!!!!!!!! no other bitch! i'm his only bitch!!! oh, i mean he's my bitch because I'M THE BOSS!!!!! right darian? yes, i am right. as always. ok. thats it.
current mood: awake
current music: my doggy has three LEGS- my song i made up.
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Monday, April 26th, 2004
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6:36 pm - fill it in... PLEASE! I WANNA KNOW!
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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?
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3:57 pm - fellin betta
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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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7:14 pm - i hate life
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i am so mad! today my mom and i got in a fight in the car again. this time it was real seriose. she punched herself in the face. then my dada gets home and beats me with a belt. i've been crying since. i hate having asked for a quince thing. thats why it all started. i left the house after this with 20 bucks. when i got back home they're were all kissing ass. this was one of the first times i've seen my dad cry. he's tears don't mean a thing to me. the day he knocks me out his tears won't mean a thing. i hope he dose knock me out one day. then he'll be sorry. my mom too. he hit me because i was yelling in my room. not hurting anyone, yelling to myself. it was like mumble too. no real words came out. then he said stop crying before i give you a real reason to cry. so i stoped the only way to relieve all this hate and anger was to hurt myself. i got a razor thingy for your eyebrows and decided i was going to cut myself, but i'm too much of a chicken. now it just looks like my arm got attacked. it's all scratched up. i think i need help. i think if things keep up the same way i'll end up hurting myself real bad. i might end up being those weirdo's with cuts on thier wrists. here is a picture of my arm.
current mood:  infuriated
current music: sniffle sniffle
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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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8:49 pm - nothin really
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i just came out of church. how fucken lame is that? church on a wednesday you ask? why yes, of course, because i am such a friggen angle. today was a good day. i had that performance at the middle school thing. sooooo very gay. cheer practice was great. i got to stunt yay! that was fun. oh here's a picture from the show saturday.  well... thats it loves. ( doesn't darian look adorable. that damn sexy thang)
current mood: chipper
current music: snore- lil. bro. is sick, he's sleeping
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